Exhausted, near thoughtless. Empty, I reach for my past. Grasping for relief at what I once was. Who am I now? Wrapping my mind around, such lost ideas. Thrown away in the dark. Hardly hoping, restlessly wanting, lacking in understanding. I reach deep for knowledge. Without it I have no meaning. To explain seems so difficult. My heart beats twice, when I linger too long. Thoughts misplaced. Memories erased. Shaken spirit, where are you today? Minds eye losing, your picture fades. Was it for not, your time with me? Wasted, my brain takes over. Emotions sealed away. Do they exist anymore? Life in my loins. Imagination creating plays. Lead roles, supporting cast. My costume once bright, the seducer took it away. Wrapped up in darkness, it’s all imagery now. Reaching for your hand, shapeless, I fold in your kiss. Lips, brushing past ears. Words whispered across breasts. My eyes closed. Crying I flash, my openness revealed. Vulnerability. Slowly approach my created state. View with depth. Explorer, through beauties space. Depart your passion, reveal to me, what no one sees. Self.